Something bad

Everyday I find out something new about myself.
Something bad.
But there comes a point where telling someone all your issues starts sounding like excuses,
To others and especially yourself.
And you think, “well isn’t that wonderful, one more thing to add on.”
And then you think to yourself that maybe you’re just lazy and don’t want to do anything.
Maybe it really is all in your head and you’re a liar.
Maybe you’re not crazy at all, you’re just a terrible person.
And it’s hard to tell which one is worse.

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  1. Oh please don’t go down this route. Number one, I can tell you that it’s not all in your head. You’re on a journey, and you’re trying to find your way. When I was in this position, the reason why I would tell people about my anxiety was because I was trying to figure things out. You’re not a terrible person. Usually terrible people never seem to think that they are. on this journey, the worst thing that you can do is judge yourself. It takes a strong person to be able to look within like you’re doing.

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